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OMG - HI! :)

Today, today. I don't know. Today was great. It really, truly was. I could say so much about it, but I kind of want to keep it stored in my heart. I will tell you about a highlight, though! It was gloomy today. It actually was really nice out this morning. Bright blue skies and the big fluffy white clouds that I like. The air was crisp and cool. I enjoyed my walk, a lot! I remembered to queue my video to listen to. I had a meeting scheduled for 10am and I got home around 9am. I did my pilates routine and wrapped that up at exactly 9:30am. I tried not to rush and believed you that I could take a shower and be ready for the meeting, so I did that. And I was actually out with five minutes to spare. I actually did continue to wrap up my routine, like deodorant, moisturizing, hair care, etc. while I had already joined the call. But it worked out because I kept my camera off and most of the team trickled in a bit late, so I was able to socialize while finishing up getting ready. The meeting was good, too. A bit vulnerable and I appreciated that. I also had scheduled a dinner with one of my friends and it was raining the whole day. It was also shockingly chilly throughout the day. I thought we had scheduled it for 7pm, but she texted me to confirm if we were still on for 5pm so that threw me off a little. I almost wanted to cancel last minute because I ended up napping and didn't want to get up! But I'm really glad that I did because it was so much fun. We went somewhere nearby so it was a quick walk for me. And I'm actually even more glad now that it was raining because I remembered on my way over a time in the very near past that I would discount any activity if it was raining. As if I couldn't be outside in it. I don't know. You know exactly what I mean and I wish I had the right words for it, but you know. I had also wanted to do a more expensive or lavish dinner, honestly. But I realized that it was for the wrong reasons. It was definitely more so that I could say that I did it or that I went somewhere and to believe myself to be the type of person that does that. And I am and I will be and I have been, but tonight I was able to have a nice dinner. No frills, just delicious food, great conversation, sincere laughter. The type of connection I get to keep for myself in my heart.

Jesus, hi :) Thank you♥